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hep...
saraphimswing, bitches.
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this day has been going gooooood.
i didn't get to school late, and i even got my redbull. last night i painted my nails funness and i've recieved compliments. also people have said things about my hair, which isn't different but seems otherwise.
saturday should be extrememly fun. me and andi will have fun again. but i'm not stupid enough to write about it on here again. =) those little secrets will be kept by those persons who are involved in the activities alone.
"are you afraid of being alone...cause i am. i am lost without you."
i have freakin cheeeeer practice tonite. but that's okay. it was cancelled yesterday so i guess tonite won't be TOOOO bad.
<3
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| my heart in shambles... |
[02 Feb 2005|09:06pm] |
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i just had the most amazing supper. Raisen Bran Crunch. AHH! that stuff is the most incredible thing i think my mouth has ever came across. besides redbull and SOMEones kiss. =)..
i had the most trouble today with my car EVER!!!
for starters, this morning when i was leaving for school, my door wouldn't close. finally it did, and i was happy. i stopped at Sunoco to get my redbull, and when i got out of the car, again, it wouldn't close. finally i got it to. then i got to school and everything was good. my day was the norm.
then after school i went outside and i was going to go to scottsburg for cheer practice. then i got a phone call from mom explaining, "NO PRACTICE BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER!" yippee!!!
so i go on my way down to ol' Swifty to get some gas. "Ten regular please..." and everything is going fine. when i was leaving, there was someone in front of me, and behind me. i couldn't get out. i couldn't really tell either now close the person was behind me, and i knew that if i BARELY could reverse just a LITTLE bit, that i could squeeze out to my right. so i did. and instead of the plan, BANG. DAMMIT!!! i hit the ma fucky.
i got out, and so did he, and of course, his car was PERFECTLY fine. i have a huge cracked gash in the plastic of my bumper. EFFING GREAT.
but dad wasn't mad. which is good.
so i came home, crocheted(sp?), and slept for a while. then i got up and had the idea to spray paint on my t-shirt. and did.
and now i'm here...woohoo.
i think the fumes are getting to me...=)
i want to get my hair cut someway...not really take length off, but some different style. i'm kinda tired of my hair. if anyone has ideas, let me hear them, i'm all ears.
"look at me! i'm a person made of ears!.."
yeah..they're definitely getting to me...
<3
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Woohoo.
I think i'm gonna go crochet.
Lookey here, i hate it when people post this damned things on their livejournals, but i thought i'd follow the crowd. plus i'm extrememly bored and taking quizzes. i conform.
I LOVE YOU!
(jonny you're amazing. <3)
You're "Bike Scene", You could be
someone"s best best or their worst ex. You
always seem to be wrapped around someone's
finger.
Which taking back sunday song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| i hate these things, but i was bored... |
[01 Feb 2005|05:02pm] |
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General:
[Height] 5'3
[Shoe size] 7
[Parents still together] yes
[Siblings] brother, Ethan, 24ish..sister, Misty, 31ish..
[Pets] my Kitty
[In school/graduated] Junior in highschool..=(
Favorites:
[Color] black/green
[Number] 11
[Animal] merecat?
[Drinks] redbull
[Soda] coke
[Book] the perks of being a wallflower
Do you...
[Color your hair?] um, kinda
[Twirl your hair?] when i was little and still sucked my thumb
[Have tattoos?] no
[Have Piercings?] ears and bellybutton
[Cheat on tests/homework?] umm...maaaybe
[Drink/Smoke?] umm...maaaybe
[Like roller coasters?] sometimes
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] yes please
[Want more piercings?] yes.
[Like cleaning?] late at night
[Write in cursive or print?] print. cursive is for sissys
[Sweat a lot?] um, no?
[Own a web cam?] no
[Know how to drive?] i claim i do
[Own a cell phone?] yes > 620-3565
[Ever get off the damn computer?] um, yes
Have you ever...
[Been in a fist fight?] i've thought about punching people in the backs of their heads before?
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] yes
[Stolen anything?] um, no
[Held a gun?] a fake one counts, right?
[Drank?] yeah
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] i don't remember not remembering my name...
[Considered a life of crime?] maybe
[Considered being a hooker?] haha no
[Cheated on someone? ]unfortunately
[Cried over a girl?] yeah
[Cried over a boy?] yes..=(
[Lied to someone?] yeah
[Been in love?] yes
[Fallen for your best friend?] no
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yeah
[Been rejected?] yes
[Been in lust?] yes
[Used someone?] no
[Been used?] yes
[Been cheated on?] yes
[Been kissed?] yes
Currents...
[Current clothing] random tshirt of laurens, jeans
[Current mood] satistfied
[Current taste] water taste
[What you currently smell like] lancome miracle
[Current hair] messy
[Current thing I ought to be doing] washing my car
[Current cds in stereo] in my car: taking back sunday, garden state, mixes, the used, incubus. in my room: i can make a mess like nobody's business, the killers, franz ferdinand.
In my computer: none
[Current job] being your lover
The last time...
[Last book you read] to kill a mockingbird
[Last movie you saw] garden state
[Last thing you ate] cottage cheese
[Last person you talked to on the phone] my mom
Do you...
[Do drugs?] noo...
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] not in a while
[Play an instrument?] guitar
[Believe there is life on other planets?] maybe
[Remember your first love?] yeah
[Still love him/her?] yes
[Read the newspaper?] no
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yeah
[Believe in miracles?] yes
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] mm, depends
[Believe in God?] yes
[Do well in school?] sometimes..
[Go to or plan to go to college] yeah
[Wear hats?] at times
[Hate yourself?] when i do stupid things
[Have an obsession?] teehe, yes
[Have a secret crush?] not that i know of
[Collect anything?] um, no.
[Have a best friend?] yes
[Like your handwriting?] when its backwards. i'm a pro.
[Care about looks?] depends
Love life
[First crush] haha, chris nice in preschool...
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] yes
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] i've heard i have.
[Are you a tease?] no
[Shy to make the first move?] nope
Are you a...
[Wuss] no
[Druggy] no
[Daydreamer] yes
[Freak] occationally
[Dork] herher, yes
[Bitch/Asshole] i may seem to be
[Brat] to my parents
[Sarcastic] pssht, of course not.
[Angel] yes
[Devil] yes
[Shy] no
[Talkative] yes yes
[Flirty] no...wanna hold hands?
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isn't it amazing when someone tells you they hate you and the only response back you have is that you love them? yeah...pretty interesting...
my parents think i'm depressed/on drugs because i sleep a lot. i think its just because i'm tired. but i dunno...
bah dat dat dahhh...
<3
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| jargon...woot... |
[31 Jan 2005|10:06am] |
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HELLO, my sweeeeeets...
i'm about to scream.
i cannot stand people who try to tell stories REALLY loud so everyone can hear them and think they're extremely cool. i seriously think that maybe they make up a lot of the things they say. they get together before school and say "okay, this is what we're going to say to make everyone think that soooo many people want to hang out with us. i mean totally, we are just SOOO cool!"
me and mo'connell have the same views on this. he's awesome.
speaking of awesome people, jonny brackney, you're great. =)
and i feel SOOO sorry for andi, because she had her heart broken this weekend, and me and jonny were there to comfort her even though i'm not so sure it worked. some people are so cruel. and they try to hold of telling the truth to save someones feelings, when in all actuality, it'll hurt them more in the long run. sad stuff.
the heater at school is broken, i believe, and its SO freaking coooold.
i wannnnaa go hoommmeee....
seriously, this fat girl is so loud...SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!
have a nice day everyone,
<3, Sara
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last nite...he said it back, and i think he was serious.
=)=)=)=)=)
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3
anyway, i'm really really hungry and i don't want to finish school today. but i think after cheer practice i might go see jonny and andizzle might come with.
that's exciting.
wooooohooo.
"if we cut out the bad world,
then we'd have nothing left.
like i cut up your mouth,
when i shoved it all in..
..i lost my head, you couldn't come.
this lust to my brain,
almost feels like a gun..."
(durrrrty)
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how fun is it to answer your phone and the first thing you hear is someone go, "Loose Poose?!"...haha oh Fat Greg.
My heart had sunk into my stomach all day, and i felt like shit. until i finally got to talk to jonny. then it kind of faded. i felt a lot better afterwards. =)
there's a lady bug running across my keyboard, and it's between my "J" and "h". she's scaring me. i don't wanna hurt her....?
"i've given a lot of thought to, those nights we used to have.
the days have come and gone. our lives went by so fast.
i faintly remember breathing on your beadroom floor.
where i laid and told you, but you swear you love me more..
do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonite, will you think of me?
will i shake this off, pretend its all okay?
that there's someone out there who feels just like me,
there is..."
*sigh*
<333
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| i swear, i'd kick in your chest if i could |
[26 Jan 2005|10:16am] |
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last night was horrible and great
i didn't get to sleep till about 3
and everything was reminding me of jonny. EVERYTHING! why did those songs have to come on? Why did i randomly smell something that was pure him?
but then he made everything better, then really bad, then better again. He told me he loved me, but he was just kidding. That hurt so much.
but now things are good, and i just finished my short story for english. i am excited
i have to go now, i'm rushing like mad.
<333333333333333
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| wooty mc wooterson |
[25 Jan 2005|10:00am] |
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things are turning around for the better....A++
it's soooo cooollldddd......i really wish i didn't get enchillada down the front of my swacket...so what if i'm a messy eater..it tastes better that way...
so i gave the rest of my three-dollar purchase to tyler ann. because she's really grounded and she needs it more than me...have fun!
its insane how a simple song can take you all the way back to a day that you can remember. you feel it, smell it, and maybe even taste it. i miss those random trips to hardinsburg. it always rained...
but yeah, things are really good. at least i think so...i'm led to believe it. and who knew i was such an intimidating person?? i don't think i'm mean...but oh well. things are great...=)
<333333
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[19 Jan 2005|10:09am] |
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renn really is an awesome guy..
by the way, my picture on here is Oobi. it's a childrens television show that my neice, gracie, watches. its really disturbing, but incredibly funny. some of the hand people have hair. *creeped out* check it out..
"well if you wanted honesty, that's all you'd have to say. i never would have let you down or had you go. it's better off this way. for all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took. remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? i'm not okay.."
^these lyrics have no meaning to the mood i'm in right now. i just find it a catchy song that is in my head. =)
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[18 Jan 2005|10:05am] |
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Okay...so there was all this drama about my livejournal in december, and i'm OVER IT!!! wooty mc woot woot. so now i'm gonna write a lil bit.
i've missed writing.
well anyway, here's how i've been,
**andi and carlee are two of the greatest gals in the WORLD. jonny hates me. amanda hobbs stares at me. renn is an amazing guy. people freak out over little ittybitty things. my mom finally believes that i have A.D.D., i think she's going to have me medicated. cheerleading isn't so bad anymore since i almost broke my wrist and don't have to do much. my hair is FINALLY GROWING! jordan dos has sent me great music from NYC. i own napoleon dynamite and donnie darko. i've yet to kick the habit, any habit that is. i'm going to pay attention to school this semester. medusa bong = way awesome(looking). i keep having really messed up dreams(bloody people, ex's, etc.). i'm going to go see dillinger with andi and renn on feb.11(EXCITING!). everythings good.
**oh and i have a cell now, i don't know if i let that in before the livejournal mishap or not, because i had to DELETE all of my entries. damned nazis. anyway, its 620-3565.
YAYYYYYYYY.....
<3 Sara
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[18 Jan 2005|10:05am] |
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Okay...so there was all this drama about my livejournal in december, and i'm OVER IT!!! wooty mc woot woot. so now i'm gonna write a lil bit.
i've missed writing.
well anyway, here's how i've been,
**andi and carlee are two of the greatest gals in the WORLD. jonny hates me. amanda hobbs stares at me. renn is an amazing guy. people freak out over little ittybitty things. my mom finally believes that i have A.D.D., i think she's going to have me medicated. cheerleading isn't so bad anymore since i almost broke my wrist and don't have to do much. my hair is FINALLY GROWING! jordan dos has sent me great music from NYC. i own napoleon dynamite and donnie darko. i've yet to kick the habit, any habit that is. i'm going to pay attention to school this semester. medusa bong = way awesome(looking). i keep having really messed up dreams(bloody people, ex's, etc.). i'm going to go see dillinger with andi and renn on feb.11(EXCITING!). everythings good.
**oh and i have a cell now, i don't know if i let that in before the livejournal mishap or not, because i had to DELETE all of my entries. damned nazis. anyway, its 620-3565.
YAYYYYYYYY.....
<3 Sara
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